devouredbyfire

devouredbyfire @ 2005-02-21T19:19:00

2005-02-22T00:20:35Z

Im done with all these internet journals and shit so if anyone feels the need to call me and if i even care to hear from you, you probably already have my number.

heh

2004-11-23T18:40:15Z

I AM 52% EMO!

Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.

Take the EMO test at Fuali.com

devouredbyfire @ 2004-09-08T14:02:00

2004-09-08T18:04:28Z

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devouredbyfire @ 2004-08-25T23:49:00

2004-08-26T03:50:14Z

devouredbyfire @ 2004-08-21T09:41:00

2004-08-21T13:43:17Z

Fuck this. I dont really know why I put so much effort into thinking there was a possibility of a halfway decent band staying together, or me even being in one. But now it seems its not gonna happen ever, im just about ready to sell my shit and say fuck music.

Sigh........

2004-08-05T03:36:44Z

Yeah, well I thought today was going to be good, boy was I fucking wrong. I woke up about 10, and took a shower, then about 12 Josh called me, and told me some stuff, I really dont want to talk about it anymore.... Anyone that gives a shit, already knows, there is no need to bring it up again. Anyway, Sasha got off work and we talked for a while, and then her mom finally got home, and I went to get her, and we went and go some Taco Bell....*DROOLS* And then back to my house to "eat". Then I had to go get come Cat Food, then on my way home, I took the long way around to think, and I saw Mr. Packet was home, so stopped by and saw him. He asked how the band was working out, and I told him. He agrees, he said that he remembers when we broke up, and we still talked, and now we have seperate bands and he cant wait to have a show with us. I guess he really likes screaming(i tend to rub my music taste off on people), but then went home and wrote another song, its called "Your Not Here" its gonna sound a little like Senses Fail, and maybe some Brand New mixed in it. But other than that, I kinda want it to be original. So who knows, im gonna work it out next practice with Josh and Chris and see how he wants it it sound then blend it. I just hope everything works out for us, I mean, I know how everyone feels, I have been through it before with friends I have known just as long. And things worked out fine by just letting everyone do what made them happy. Thats what real friends do. I have played in 3 bands, (2 Diacs, 1 unnamed band) and we all broke up/kicked me out/kicked out other people, and no one took it to heart, its what we love. They dont make another one do what they want. Because honestly everyone will agree that, that is really childish, and selfish. And saying you have been friends a long time and you go higher than the band, that doesnt mean anything, true friends are happy for one antoher, and if one isnt, that isnt a true friend. But I said I wouldnt get into that which really doesnt matter because only like 3 people actually read this. But I am about to go to bed.

My First Love Is The Last

2004-08-04T16:23:09Z

Well, finally we can announce we are a band, they finally told Travis last night he was out of the band. And now we can start to make more progress, Ive got 2 songs pretty much down flat. But that doesnt mean they dont need work. But today was fucking great, Sasha was actually allowed to come too, and she is going to play rhythm for us, and maybe some back up vocals. She sounds so hot when she sings, but she doesnt believe me. I really cant believe how childish Travis is being over this whole thing, its not the end of the world, I mean losing a band is one thing, but losing your best friend over it is completely different, if your really friends with someone, getting kicked out of a band isnt the worst that could happen, and if it is.... then someone needs to get a life :/. But thats enough on that subject, when I got home, I pretty much played my bass after I got off the phone with Sasha, untill about now, we got off the phone like 10:30ish I couldnt believe how we just pulled an awesome song out of our asses today also, it was pretty cool. So far we have 2 and 1/2 songs lol (the 1/2 is the one we pulled out of our asses). Josh seemed to really like it, he wants it to be the beginning of our EP, and I think everyone else like it too, but I think I am gonna go to bed now.

devouredbyfire @ 2004-07-16T10:35:00

2004-07-16T16:36:10Z

lmao just a few min. later i finished my song with a last blast of ideas. so come on tell me what you think.

You ment the world to me.
Then you ripped out my heart.
And all I have now are memories.
Of what we once had.

You ment the world to me!
You ment the world to me!

So now I lay here
Contemplating the little things
All that mattered doesnt now.
So why am I still here....?

You ment the world to me!
You ment the world to..... ME!!!!

But now as I cry,
My tears turn to blood,
As I slit my throat for you.
With my last worlds I say this....

YOU MENT THE WORLD TO ME!!!!!!!!!!

devouredbyfire @ 2004-07-16T10:16:00

2004-07-16T16:19:40Z

Ok... So here is the begining of a song im working on its not much.

You ment the world to me.
Then you ripped out my heart.
And all I have now are memories.

You ment the world to me!
You ment the world to me!

So now I lay here
Contemplating the little things
All that mattered doesnt now.

You ment the world to me!
You ment the world to..... ME!!!!

So yeah... thats all I have right now.

devouredbyfire @ 2004-07-14T09:43:00

2004-07-14T13:44:08Z

WooT!

2004-07-14T13:35:49Z

Yeah so tonight fucking rocked, I am so excited. "My First Love Is The Last" AHHHHH! We are so awesome, Adams screaming is amazing..... We are going to become famous, just because Travis is gone and I took Adams spot and Adam can scream like a mofo. We really need to make a quick demo and send it to all the screamo bands we know and ahhhhhh! Im just so excited right now.. ok..ok... I have to pee so I am gonna go before I wet myself.